i like being alone sometimes.
it makes me stop and think,
i often wonder what's wrong between us.
why are we so different yet we are still so close?
why am i always the one giving in?
why do i always forgive and forget?
why why why.
why can't i just let it go?
i don't know what's on your mind sometimes.
i don't know how we actually communicate.
i don't know how to start a proper conversation with you.

i like being alone sometimes.
it's pretty noisy at home.
i don't know how, or what to feel at home.
loud banging of the doors.
screams and shouts,
it's never peaceful for a day.
seeing both,
it really hurts.
it does.
and as for you,
i hope that there won't be anymore hatred.
all i want is a peaceful family.
nothing more.

i like being alone sometimes.
i miss those days,
where everything was so carefree.
i had zero problems,
and all i did was to play all day.
i didn't have to bother about anything,
not even family nor friends.
i wish i could rewind back in time,
to where i really was.
i loved it.
i hope it would be that way.
but,
i just give up on hope.