she said yes.

friday was valentines day and it was the day i was looking forward to. i had the thought of confessing to her, since 2 weeks ago and i thought really hard about how i'm gonna make this confession special. without the support of my friends, i really think i wouldn't have the courage to actually go upfront to tell her about how i felt toward her, and she would have never said yes.
so the friday went like this...........................................................................

i baked honey cornflakes on thursday night @ around 9 and it took me 2 hours to complete the whole thing & it was really tiring. i figured out that i had to get something for her. however, the crazy part is that she didn't like chocolates, and i was at my wits end.... i had 0 idea on what to get for her, and so i decided to bake honey cornflakes because few weeks back i baked it & people said it was nice! and also baking comes from the heart so..... it shows my sincerity as well. i also had baoshin to help me buy a rose because i didn't know which florist to go to, and he helped me bring it on friday.

friday started off well because i had some of my friends wishing me good luck & all. math was spent talking mostly to isabella because i started freaking out already. she then helped me with a pun lol it's super retarded. she said since i baked cornflakes, why not tell her "i have a cornfession to make" i didn't laugh cause i thought it was pretty lame. but after thinking for awhile, i thought, why not? ;)

classes on that day passed by really quickly and i was starting to get really really scared. i had all those thoughts running through my mind like :
what if she doesn't like me at all?
what if she rejects me?
what should i do if she rejects me?
what should i do if she accepts me?
will we still remain as friends?

i had cca that afternoon & it ended quite early. i saw gareth asking yanlin out for valentines dinner but he got rejected haha & i went to join them afterwards. so yanlin saw the rose and she asked who was i confessing to etc & i told her how afraid i am and all. her band ended at like 6+ and i started to panic even more when she got released. i had elephants in my tummy & i had a sudden tummyache. we arranged to meet at the study corner & her friends were there.

she then came down with her band friends and then we took some polaroids there.

 her friends were teasing us while we were taking the photos & i felt my face getting as red as a period stain lol and i couldnt stop smiling :))))))))))

so soon we went off for our dinner. and on the way down to the foyer, i popped the question up.

me: -passes her a container with the cornflake with a note inside saying "hi, i have a cornfession to make"-
her: what confession?
me: -passes her the rose- will you be my girlfriend?
her: ermmmmm let's be friends? & her cell phone rings....... and she goes talking
me: *shit its over arghhhhhh sad x1902389023849073578932787*
me: so where are we going for dinner? fast food or?
her: yes
me: yes what?
her: to your cornfession
me: really???????
her: :)
me: :'DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

YAY AND THAT'S WHERE OUR JOURNEY STARTED YESSSSSAAAAAAAA.

so we proceeded to bk for dinner & alot of people saw us together. had a good dinner & sent her to the mrt.

i never felt such a desire to be with anyone before. i really think this is what love is. when she replies your messages late, you'll feel sad. i can't see any flaws in her. i'm trying to find something but i really can't! talking to her makes me smile like a silly retard. i'm so happy i found her. i'm also happy she's proud to show her friends off to me. more importantly, i'm really lucky to have found someone having a mutual feeling, & the possibility of that is like 1/693234862

saturday was spent having our first date! caught endless love @ jcube. saw biyu, gerald & marcus too haha. roamed around the 3 shopping malls because the movie ended quite early & she had to go off for a project @ the lib. decided to head to the lib with her and it was okayyyyyyyyyy because i didn't know peiyi and aileen that well so hahhaa.

i had to go off shortly because i had to go to my nephew's birthday party and so i left!
it was a good 2 days so far!

have to complete my homework today and she's having tuition now & i can't get my itunes stuff done wtf there's something wrong!

but yay i feel like the luckiest boy on earth! :)))

x.