Yes thats how im feeling right now.
It just started when i read Zenda's blog. It started dawning on me that many things has been happening recently. Appearing to be happy doesnt mean that you're really happy. Really. In less than 2 weeks' time, 2C1'12 will be separated. Yes. Like literally separated. When everyone in the class parts to be in the class where they choose to be / where they belong. 1 and 3/4 years of being together as a class.
Remember during sec 1 orientation? Everyone were just awkward and oblivious to the "strangers" around them. People were just with their own primary school friends. However, in one week, the "strangers" eventually became friends.
I recall the times on how i met isabella. She was the first friend i made in sec 1 :)
Isabella : Hey is my butt white? (To her friend)
Me : Yes of course! Its really WIDE.
And with that we argued for awhile, and we became friends :')
Yes. Then later in January, we had our first aspire camp. We bonded really strongly as a class. Like really. Isn't it amazing how people you had never ever met/talked to before actually became friends with you, and in the same class as you? Perhaps it's just destined. Yeap.
Yeap. Thats how we became a class.
As the months passed, we had our myes, and soon our eoys. Sec 1 was really nothing as compared to this year. And then we had our 1st class photo taken.
Then in 2012, many complications happened. Cliques has been separated one by one. Why would this happen to people? Hmm..
Then it was really stressful as we had our streaming year. Eoys has just ended. But yes, in 2 weeks' time, good bye 2C1'12 :'( I really dont want this class to just get separated like that. 1 3/4 years of bonding and it would just be gone like that... Is that how it should be? With all those laughters and joys in the class, i wonder how next year would be like. I know its not as if we would not see one another again. But the atmosphere would just be different. Im betting that many people will cry on the last day of school. And Mr Ng & Mrs Cheong would be there for us.Look at all the laughters on our faces everyday. Isn't it beautiful? We always seem to not appreciate the people around us. It's always that very last moment, when everything has to die down, then we'll learn how to appreciate it. Oh well. I guess its just like that. I dont really have anything to talk about now. Maybe cause the emotions are not running in yet..
However, i just want to emphasize on how this year was a freaking awesome year with the class. Hardships and happiness were all there. Its just that it wont be the same again this year. It never will be. I hope everyone would remember one another again. And have frequent class outings. That's the way it should be. Oh well. I hope i wont cry on the last day of school though. :)
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