So many things have been happening lately and I'm really in a dilemma, not knowing what to do. I'm always that listening ear who hear what other people rant to me about and I'll just kid of listen and like cheer them up and stuff. I try to be happy. But yesterday and today was the worst. Like literally the worst days ever.
Got ranted about, got accused like everything. No wait, everyone is blaming me. Trying to help people and without them knowing the truth, they just blame me as and when they like. Like seriously? Who am I to you? Do I look like a fucking toy or some boxing thinggie? You think I don't have my own problems? You think I'm a person who is perfectly fine who doesn't have any troubles. Well I'm telling you right now, IM A FUCKING HUMAN OK. IM NOT SOME KIND OF EMOTIONLESS DUMMY WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL. I'm weak, I cry easily but so what? Even writing this post can make me really emotional. I think I'm really breaking down soon... 2012 please end.
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